Anything you'd like me to post about? By which I mean "blah blah what haven't I been talking about that you'd like to hear about blah blah". That meme. I never liked the copy-and-paste text that goes with those memes. However, it seems like a good way to prompt posting about topics people're interested in. Anyway, ask up!
Incidentally, I never really said this, but last December's trip went fairly well. Some transportation mishaps, but I made it safely on all of the legs of the trip. My family treated me nicely (though again the gender topic was never discussed), and I had an absolutely wonderful time with Janna after that. Christmas was interesting. Very busy doing family Christmas things. Vague, I know, but I took way too long to write this.
Been trying to get therapy, but I'm not getting replies to my emails to the GBLT center that offers those services, so I'll have to call again until I can actually manage to reach the person who can set up my first appointment.
Now thinking seriously of moving (once I get my act together). Right now, I have two options, who to live with. Two of my lovers look to be in a position to offer such space.
Nathan. Situation looks stable if he can get HUD (government housing bureau) approval for a new roommate. Both of us're on disability payments, so that's a pretty steady if miniscule thing. >.> West coast, which's far from my family and those of my family in Boston, but which sounds like a potentially exciting adventure (I'm being honest and giving my pure emotional reaction here). Besides, I do have West Coast friends. Also, the climate's really nice. I don't like the cold, and there's not that much there. Orange County, California.
Janna. Situation isn't financially stable right now, but hopefully will improve after her graduation next month, which is one thing I'm waiting for (to see how that turns out). Vermont right now, but she's said she wanted to move if she got the opportunity (and whatever job she gets might involve moving). Probably the Northeast, which would overall be closer and to family and a bunch of people I know (though, again, I do know some West Coast folks). Climate's kinda urgh for me, but perfectly manageable (I grew up with this kind of climate after all so I'm used to it). I had a great time when I visited, and I could easily see myself living with her (I got so comfortable that I was sorry to leave).
I haven't visited Nathan, (though he's visited me) so maybe I should give that a try. Money's an issue, though. I can work something out, though, I believe--if I save up for a few months, it's most likely doable. Cutting expenses and all that.
As for why... bossgoji
's moving out anyway, leaving me with glashund
as a roommate. He's great. But it's less reason for me to stay especially with the chances to move in with people I'm in an actual relationship with dangling in front of me--and as well either a lot more sun and warmth or closer distance to my family and friends. And both Nathan and Janna've gotten me out of my shell more than most other people. On the other hand, both glashund
and I seem to have natural hermit tendencies.
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